
“We shall not be accused of not having performed miracles. We will not be accused of having failed to be theologians or contemplatives. But we shall surely have to answer to God for not having wept ceaselessly for our sins” (St. John Climacus).
“Whoever seeks deliverance from sins will find it in tears and weeping, and whoever wishes to advance in building up virtue will do so through weeping and tears” (St. Anthony).
The Most Precious Thing in the World:
God asked three of His angels to go down to earth and bring back to Him the most precious thing in the world. After venturing the world, the three returned to God and submitted their findings. The first reached into his feathers and brought out a vial containing a drop of blood from a person who had sacrificed his life to save another. God said, “Surely this is precious in My sight for there is no greater love than this than for one to lay down his life for his friend, but it is not the most precious thing in the world.”
The second angel reached into his feathers and brought out a vial containing the last breath of a nurse who died from a dread disease she contracted from nursing others to health. God smiled and said, “Surely this is precious in My sight, for doing so to my brethren she had surely done the same for me; but it is not the most precious thing in the world.”
The third angel approached deeply affected by his journey. With a contrite face, the angel reached into his feathers and brought out his findings. The angle captured a tear of a sinner who had repented and returned to God. God beamed upon the angel as He said, “Surely, O angel, you have brought Me the most precious thing in the world—it is the tear of repentance that opens the gates of heaven.”
The Gift:
Saint John Climacus exclaimed that tears are a gift bestowed upon the human race through the tenderheartedness of God. He had described it as a “joy-creating sorrow.” When Adam and Eve were exiled from paradise for transgressing against God’s commandment, God gave them the gift of tears that would once again lead them back into paradise. Saint John of Damascus explains that tears are among forms of baptism and that the gift of tears is connected with baptismal grace. St. Symeon the new Theologian purports that tears are the baptism of the Holy Spirit, for sins committed after baptism cannot be forgiven without tears. St. John Climacus depicts tears as a more powerful gift than baptism itself, for baptism cleanses from offenses previously committed yet tears cleanse from sins committed after baptism; tears are a second baptism. Nicetas Stethatos, a Greek theologian monk, notes that the gift of tears can restore a lost virginity. St. John Chrysostom explicates, “The fire of sin is intense but it is put out by a small amount of tears.”
A holy sage once said, “What soap is for the body, tears are for the soul.” St. Photios speaks of the fountain of tears that drips down the cheeks and washes splendidly the soul. Bishop Ignatius Brianchaninow writes, “A dirty garment cannot be washed without water; and without tears it is impossible for the soul to be washed and cleansed of its defilements and impurities.” St. Symeon the new Theologian writes, “To wash a soiled garb without water is impossible; to purify a rusty, stained soul without tears is even more inconceivable.
The Ladder:
The gift of tears is the seventh rung of the 30 rungs of St. John Climacus’ ladder to heaven. In his book, “The Ladder of Divine Ascent,” St. John Climacus speaks extensively about joyful mourning. He cautions his retinue to hold fast to this precious gift for it is a powerful means to vanquish satanic soldiers, as he says, “Hold fast to the blessed and joyful sorrow of holy compunction and do not cease laboring for it until it lifts you high above the things of the world to present you, a cleansed offering, to Christ.”
The Cure:
One of man’s greatest detriments is guilt. Guilt leads to physiological and psychological ailments. It also produces anguish that is more distressing and more deleterious than physical pain. Guilt is the cause of sleepless nights and doleful days. Anthony Coniaris describes guilt as the “greatest tormentor.”
Guilt entered into the world through the fall of Adam. Guilt is the byproduct of Adam’s sin. Sin exposed the nakedness of man. Hence, stigmatized by his actions, Adam hid himself from the sight of God out of guilt for his transgression.
Although guilt is the byproduct of sin yet at the same time it is the cure for our sins. Just as guilt is the byproduct of sin, repentance and tears are the byproduct of guilt. Guilt is the cure from our sins, as our conscience, guided by the Holy Spirit, redirects us to the path of God once more.
Tears of Jesus:
Jesus wept three times; once over the death of Lazarus; once over the unbelief of Jerusalem; and once for the sins of humanity as He prayed at the garden of Gethsemane.
In the case of the death of Lazarus, Christ wept over the death that entered into the world through the guile of the devil and caused His nature in us to be subjected to death.
In the case of the unbelief of Jerusalem, Christ wept over His people’s unbelief and hypocrisy. He wept over His people, who made sacrilegious that which is most sacred. He wept as “He came to His own, and His own did not receive Him” (John 1:11).
In the case of His weeping at the garden of Gethsemane, He wept over humanity. Prior to His crucifixion, Jesus tells the women on the road to Golgotha “Daughters of Jerusalem, do not weep for Me but weep rather for yourselves and for your children” (Luke 23:28).
Tears of Peter:
Simon Peter denied Christ three times and “wept bitterly” after realizing what he had done. It was Peter’s sorrowful tears that washed away the residue of his denial and before His ascension Christ invited Peter to follow Him and to feed His sheep.
Tears of David:
David sinned by committing two horrific sins, adultery and murder. But it was his ever-flowing fountain of tears that caused God to say, “I’ve not found a heart that resembles My own except for My servant David.” St. John Chrysostom said, “Do you wish to see what makes a bed truly beautiful? I will show you now the splendor of a bed, not of citizen or a soldier, but of a king…the blessed David. It was not adorned all over with silver and gold, but with tears and confessions. David says, ‘I shall wash my bed every night; I shall water my couch with tears…’ You also ought to make a bed like this for yourselves.”
Tears of the Prostitute:
In the Litany of the Second Watch of the Midnight prayer the reader recites, “Lord, grand me many fountains of tears as you’ve granted in the past the sinful woman. Make me worthy to wash Your feet, which have liberated me from the path of straying…and to gain through repentance a pure life.” The sinful woman was justified and forgiven because she “loved much,” while the Pharisee, the man of God, was condemned for his impure thoughts and his lack of love.
Tears of Mary Magdalene:
Mary Magdalene wept as she couldn’t find the body of Lord in the tomb, as He had resurrected to the embrace of His Father. However, upon hearing the voice of the Lord who called out her name, her joy was once again restored and she became the first preacher of the resurrection. Let us also be vigilant in hearing that voice full of joy calling out our names.
No More Tears:
God the most tenderhearted and benevolent Lord will give comfort to sorrowful hearts and will wipe away every tear shed, as it is described, “God will wipe away every tear from their eyes” (Revelation 7:17). In His love Christ says, “Blessed are those who mourn for they shall be comforted” (Matthew 5:4).
Let us bring ourselves to the Cross of the Lord, and shed our tears, with His mother Mary, over our sins that had caused Him to suffer such excruciating pains. In the Fraction of the Son it says, “We are the ones who sinned, and He was the One who suffered. We are the ones who are indebted to Divine justice as a result of our sins, and He was the One who paid off our debts for our sakes…It is our sins that are the thorns that plunged into His holy head.”
Let us, then, grieve for our sins that have inflicted such excruciating pains on our compassionate redeemer. Let us cherish His suffering as our treasure; His crown of thorns as our glory; His pains as our joy; His myrrh as sweetness in our mouths; His blood as our life; and His love as our honor.
Fr. Mina Shaheid